Hi everyone.

I'm sure you're all enjoying the holidays. Personally I can't wait for everything to be over. I lost the most important person in my life on December 2nd at 6pm. My brother passed away that evening. It's such a dramatic life changer, things will never be the same. You could say that we've had that ideal bond that siblings strive to achieve throughout their lives, at a relatively young age. We were always there for each other, no matter what the circumstances. It's just so hard not having him around anymore, it just seems like that we're still waiting for him to come home. On top of this, I have absolutely no regrets with him being taken from us. I shared my favourite memories with him before he passed away, and he knew my biggest secrets I would not share with anyone else - my biggest dreams and fears. I am trying to overcome my fears for his sake, but it is very hard.

Food for thought: With all of this in mind, we should all try to live life to the fullest, I know I will. It's just that people commit suicide everyday, not realizing that people like my brother are striving to stay alive.


Kendra